WAWASAN 2020

Oh hi guys...

It's been a really long time. Actually, I wanna write something on 31st December 2019. It's like a welcome entry for a new year. But, unfortunately i'm lack of idea and i've been soooo lazy on that day...i just wanna sleep on my new year's eve....hahahaha so yeahhh.... thats the story.

Okay.... Sebenarnya aku masih tak percaya tahun ni dah 2020. How time flies so fast. Ingat lagi dulu-dulu masa sekolah rendah, waktu subjek pendidikan seni. Cikgu suruh bayangkan dan buat lukisan dengan tema 'Wawasan 2020'. Semua orang dalam kelas akan lukis kereta terbang la...bangunan tinggi... kereta api. Okay kereta api tu boleh terima la sebab kita ada MRT sekarang ni. Itu tercapai la jugak kan. Tapi, dulu pun dah ada LRT and monorel ni so takde beze pun. But, still okay la. Ada la penambahbaikan di situ. Aku setiap hari turun naik MRT kottt. So, berjasa jugak MRT ni sebenarnya. Aku harap 10 ke 20 tahun akan datang, MRT akan kekal bersih dan selesa macam sekarang ni. 

2019 has been quite a year to me. I've been so blessed with so many things. I finish my degree and got a job at my internship place where i already familiar with the people and environment. Yeahhh it got better from day to day. I just feel so grateful for everything. Allah's plan is the best. I remember at the beginning of 2019 when i feel so nervous to present my final year project (FYP) on january. At that time, in my head was like "please just please don't spoil my year. I don't wanna start this 2019 with sadness and tears and awful things". But, yeahhh i can say that i done pretty well on my exhibition and got a prize which was unexpected. Like really guys... after finish my presentation... what i want is to go back and sleep. Like reallllyyyyy. I don't expect any prize or recognition or anything... For me, being able to make all my panels agree with my project is just enough. I don't need anything else. But, Allah tu ada. DIA sentiasa mendengar doa-doa kita. DIA makbulkan setiap satu doa-doa aku. I feel so loved and blessed. Alhamdulillah.

Pengakhiran 2019 pulak.... hmmm biasa-biasa je. Hahahahaha. Dia macam takde apa-apa perasaan tau hari terakhir 2019 tu. But, yeahh kinda excited for 2020. Aku siap beli diari kat Typo okayyy for 2020 ni. Konon-konon nak hidup lebih teratur la dengan adanya diari dan jurnal. Kita sama-sama tengok lah rajin ke tidak diri ini nak menulis setiap hari. I just don't know guys... 2020 already been so blur to me. I don't know if i could handle it. I'm kinda not ready to face the challenges. I know this year will be a lil bit of chaos to me because being in the middle of twenties will make your life miserable. It surely will make my life miserable hahahaha. But, i hope i can handle it. Amin.... 

Orait guys... I think thats enough for my first entry on 2020. I don't wanna write more of it. So yeahhh byeeee. Good night...