FIRST DAY WORKING

Hai guys,

Alhamdulillah, today was my first day of work and the best part is I'm working from home. So, I didn't get the chance to see my workplace yet. But, its great alhamdulillah. So far so good. Looking forward to see my new office.

To have that DBA title on my name is just an awesome feeling. Walaupun baru junior position. But, its great! I think this is a great platform for me to grab some skills, knowledge, experience and so on. I know its too early to judge, but I think I like my new role. I've been dreaming to become a DBA since I was in my university year. Now, alhamdulillah I got it!

Actually, this is not my first time working as a DBA. I've already got my first DBA job early this year. But, it lasted only for 4 months because I got a new job opportunity which is Systems Engineer at another company. Yeahh thats sound great, right? Systems Engineer. Who wouldn't want to become an Engineer? Long story short, I accept the offer. But, like people always said, if it doesn't feel right at the beginning, it will not end well. That happens to me. The working environment, job scopes, semua la... it just doesn't feel right to me. Overall I can say, I'm not really happy there. Actually, I accept the job offer because I want to try something new. Besides, I really want to know on how the working environment in healthcare company because I have this dream of working in healthcare industry for years. I want to know how the systems work, the culture and so forth. But, it turns out the job was not suitable for me. So, I made a drastic decision to step down and resign. See, pemimpin-pemimpin negara perlu contohi rakyat macam aku tau. Tau diri tu tak layak, letak terus jawatan. Jangan menyusahkan orang lain. Okayy back to my story again... so, I decided to apply again for a DBA role. Now, here I am on my first day. Got my titled back. Alhamdulillah. Allah S.W.T tu Maha Mendengar kan? HE know what I want and HE gave me this opportunity again. I'm so blessed.

I hope I can stay longer in this company. Bila dah dapat kerja ni, challenge dia kat arah lain pulak. Boleh stay ke tak? Thats the question. Semua orang boleh dapat kerja, tapi bukan semua orang boleh stay kat sesuatu tempat tu dalam jangka masa yang lama. I hope I can stay longer. Nak penuhkan ilmu kat dada dulu, and then if Allah S.W.T izin aku stay lama kat situ, I'll stay. I will stay as long as I can. But, at the same time... aku harap tuhan akan buka kan pintu rezeki yang seluas-luasnya lagi untuk aku dapatkan pekerjaan yang lebih baik lagi. We will never know, right? Maybe ada yang lebih baik lagi untuk kita kat luar sana tu. Tapi, kalau pekerjaan aku yang sekarang ni adalah yang cukup terbaik, aku harap tuhan akan permudahkan semuanya. So, that I can grow my career here and kerja sampai pencen I guess hahahaha.

Haihhh masa berlalu dengan sangat cepat kan? Lagi 4 bulan lagi dah nak habis tahun 2021. Tahun depan dah 2022. Scary gila! Meningkat lagi usia aku setahun and I'm still single. Why??? Why is it hard for me to get a boyfriend??? Dah kerja ni lagi la payah aku nak look around and get to know someone. Aku dah terlalu busy untuk ke arah itu. So, tell me how I'm going to get married before 30? Haihhh tak tau laa aku nak kata apa. But, somehow I already give up on my jodoh la. Maybe I need to accept the fact that I'm going to live alone and bela kucing je la akan datang. Hahahaha sedih!