MY PERSON

Have you ever like someone so much it hurts that you can't control your feelings? Have you?

Because I do.

Sometimes, I wonder if he ever think about me the way I think about him all the time? Because it hurts to have this feelings, really.

Today, I just found out that my brother from my previous workplace got a covid. Nothing made me sadder than knowing someone that I closed to getting this virus. I hope he and his family are fine. Thank Allah he already completed his second dose. 

Now, apa yang aku risau adalah kontak rapat dia. His friend. The one that I've been constantly thinking about since day 1 of my resignation from that company. Is he okay? Is he also positive?

I hope he'll be fine. Just pleaseee.... I don't want anything bad to happen to him, Ya Rabb. Pleaseee... I wish I can contact him directly and ask about his condition. But, I can't. I can't erghh!! And that makes this whole thing more sad because I am soooo worried about him but still cannot do anything. I can't even reach him directly. 

I hope he'll be fine. He needs to be fine! Sekarang ni hanya doa yang mampu untuk aku kirimkan pada dia. I can't reach him but Allah can. I leave him in the care of Allah S.W.T because that's the only thing I can do. It hurts me if anything bad happen to him. I hope he's okay. Pleaseee be okay...